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Friday, 20 July 2007

  • I'm beginning to wonder if I'm ever going to find a guy that I can and want to actually date.   I'm getting a little depressed about it all.   I mean seriously. . . all the guys that I think I am actually into turn out to already have a girlfriend, be completely interested in another girl or girls...or worse, they're married!!!  and I am getting ssssoooooo sick of it!!!!!!  I hate this!! 

    And the guys that usually like me and show that they do...I do not like them like that.  It sucks.   I hate this.  

    I just want to find my true love.  I am turning 23 in less than a week.   I'm just getting sad.   :(   That's all. 

Sunday, 13 May 2007

  • So, I am home and it's great!  Julia had her graduation and we had a good time.  I can't wait to start working with Bambi more :)  My older sister is in her rude mood again...being rude and sarcastic with us a lot again.  I hate it when she's like that.  Me and Julia were going to go down there to visit them this coming weekend because I actually have off all week, but she is being ridiculous so I don't think we're going to go. 

    We have so much stuff...we need to have a garage sale. 

    I feel overwhelmed by my room sometimes... 

    I really want to take Bambi to school with me...if only I could find a way to take her and work somewhere to afford her and have like half off my rent or something...hhmmmm.....

    I want to find my future husband sooo bad!!!  I was thinking the other day---if it's anything like how I thought of my loves right now, then it's pretty funny.  What I mean by that is that the animals in my life and some friends I have...I wasn't highly attracted to them when I first met them.  With Bambi, when she was younger and I first met her I wasn't interested in her at all...now I'm completely in love with her and want her for my own.  Daphny--when I first saw her I thought she was going to be this schitzo dog and she was so short...but she's the bestest ever ;)  So...I'm wondering if my future guy will be like that....who knows.  God knows His plans for me and all I need to do is trust and let go and just live my best for God ;)  yep yep

Sunday, 29 April 2007

  • oh man, do i need to vent!!!!!  *sigh*    i have so many things to finish before tuesday..and i really am getting stressed.  at work today i almost started crying.  yeah....because of the managers there.  usually i take their joking fine but sometimes i just feel like i'm either letting them down (by how they keeps talking) for going back home to the other store for the summer time or that they just take advantage of me and don't realize when enough is enough.  i am sure they saw that i was getting frustrated and then they got a little more serious and stopped being stupid.  it's just sometimes, they get on my nerves and they don't know when to quit.  i know i'm stressed and that's why i kind of took it a little more emotionally today, but i still didn't flat out let them know that they were starting to get to me.  urgh. 

    and then certain employees...i just can't stand some of them.  i feel like they are two-faced...and most of them are so freakin' sarcastic it drives me insane.  i mean, ya know...the saying is to treat others how you'd like to be treated...well, is all these people want is sarcasm dished out to them 24/7 and to be talked about for no good reason????  i mean, c'mon...some people i work with i really like and some i cannot stand hardly at all anymore.  it's just driving me insane.  that is why i need to hurry up and get this last year done with!!!!  and then hopefully i will get a good job somewhere decent and not need to be in retail anywhere.  I'm worn out, I really am.  and I have to keep my job but sometimes i don't want to anymore.  I'm one of the leads so it's like at closing time they put everything on me basically and then blame me if something's wrong and i'm getting so sick of it.  so sick of it.  i just wanna cry.  i'm tired and need to go to bed but i needed to get something out in print.  it just helps me :( 

Tuesday, 17 April 2007

  • oh man, am i relieved, and not relieved all at the same time.  but first things first...

    i can't believe how this year has been.  and then the shootings at virginia tech...i cannot believe it.  it's so scary.  i just pray for all of those people up there and for the victims' families and friends.  this is just horrible.  last night i posted a blog on one of my other pages, and got most of it out.  it's just so sad. 

    but then why i am relieved and not relieved---i got 2 presentations done, so those are out of the way, but then i have to get my butt into gear because i have several assignments due in the next couple of weeks!!!  and i get to go home thiss weekend for my sister's spring show!!  so i'm excited about that   i didn't get to go last year, so i definitely made sure to ask off for it this time :)  i'm excited!  and then when i come back, 2 weeks of school!!!  aaahhhhh!!  gettin' down to the nitty gritty ;) 

    i have a riding lesson tomorrow morning :)  i've had 4 maybe, since i've been back.  not a lot, but enough to satisfy :)  and then i get to spend once a week with Bambi hopefully!!!  and Ashley is having a baby in May Joanne said!!!!  so, it will be a fun summer!!!!!  i can't wait!!

     

     

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